AIM FOR THE STARS

I've decided to pull myself out of the shitpit with white eyes blazing and get myself an ambition. Aim high, for if you fall you'll die instantly and painlessly; you don't want to fall from a medium height and lie a twitching pulp who would scream to inform others of the pain you're in, but your vocal cords have been severed by your spine smashing through your throat, and then shattering on the hard floor below. I want to live on the sun.

It's fire y'know. A big ball of fire. Anyone who's ever tried camping in a lit fireplace when they were children will appreciate the troubles that I'm going to have to overcome to achieve my ambition. Water would be high on the list of priorities. Scientists recently found traces of water on the sun, indicating the possibility of life on the sun once, but it quickly evaporated, along with whatever maybe once lived there. I'm gonna have to take lots and lots of water to douse my house with it constantly. Some form of automatic house douser seems to be called for. Better invent one.

Oh cripes. How much water is the right amount? With too little it's gonna be sweltering in the shade, with too much I might put the sun out, neither are acceptable options. Oh this is too hard; I'm giving up. ...No. No, I'm not giving up. I'm sticking to it. It's my ambition. If I wanted it to be easy I'd make my ambition a bored slut. I shall live on the sun, I shall I shall I shall. I suppose a big pipeline from earth to the sun (insulated against freezing for most of the journey, self-dousing as it approaches the sun) is the best way to avoid the risk of putting the sun out. I wonder if NASA will shoot a dead Russian space dog off towards the sun for me the next time they pop up there? Control. Next time a soggy dead Russian space dog, and then a soggier one. With three calculations I should be able to work out how much water I need. Y'know, I bet there's not enough water on the whole of this crazy planet we call Bob to keep my house on the sun doused for more than a second. Some form of water creation on a grand scale seems to be called for. Sounds a little tricky to invent, still, better keep plugging away at it. I'm sure there must be an answer. What'd be the point if there wasn't?

I wonder... the corona is hotter than the sun itself, right? I wonder if it gets cooler the closer to the middle you get. Maybe it's perfectly cool inside, maybe the fiery dangerous bit is just to keep unwanted visitors away. Ooh, maybe under the fire there's a layer of meringue, and then ice cream under that. Ooh I'm getting all excited. Better take a spoon. Oh this'll be great. As soon as I sort out the water thing, and I suppose work out some way to make fire, meringue or ice cream a strong enough foundation for a house, I'll be off. Excitement! Wow. Ooh this'll be the best. Oh I'm so so happy. See? I'm smiling.