SNEEZE DAMNIT, I'M LOOKING LIKE AN ARSE

Oh man, I hate when things go in the wrong way. I hate accidentally drinking water into my lungs, I hate accidentally dusting heavy blunt objects in the nude, I hate umm... all those other wrong ways. Most of all, mostest of allest, I hate getting rice in my nose. I always look like such an arse when I get a grain of rice in my nose, and you know how important it is not to look like an arse in this world, especially if you're eating curry (y'know, cos someone'll say "You look like an arse. Oh, and I guess if you're an arse, then the curry you're eating is the shit, but going in the wrong way." You try eating something after the connection to faeces has been made).

ENT. Ear, nose and throat. All connected by crazyfuck headfuck pipes. Ignore ears because deaf people exist. Nose and throat connected. Rice at the back of my throat. One grain makes a break for freedom - rather sentient for rice, but as with humanity there always will be the odd specimen who transcends those other plebs. Or I breathe the wrong way, I swallow the wrong way, I sniff the wrong way, some medical thing happens the wrong way, and I have a grain of rice in my nose, and snot flopping down my lips. Pleasant. Keep eating. I'll be alright. If only I'd tucked a tissue up my sleeve. And I'm starting to look like an arse.

Flee in search of a tissue and look like an arse, or hope to quickly sniff it back to where it belongs and not look like an arse unless I fuck up. Choices, choices. Just as your body tries to repel foreign bodies in the nose by gushing forth mighty torrents of snot, so your brain is overridden when you have a grain of rice in your nose and you (or I; if there's one thing I hate that isn't rice in my nose or all those other things I hate it's when one would say one, but one doesn't because one doesn't sound like an arse. "Oh you said one. You sound like an arse. I guess your food must be the shit then, but going in the wrong way." Such a waste of food when poor starving African children are poor and starving). I sit. You sit. We sniff. We cough. We wipe. We try to be subtle and blow on a piece of naan, but still the fucking rice fucking stays there. And we look like an arse, but I look more arsey because it's not you, it's me. I'm a fucking arse. Fuck. And I have a piece of rice stuck in my fucking nose, and I'm dripping and sniffing and wiping and blowing on a piece of Indian flat bread. And I look like an arse, and you say my food now looks like shit, and I'd not want to eat it anyway because it's got snot in and I'm all pissed off.

Arse. I'm an arse. I have rice in my nose, snot in my food, snot on my face, snot on my clothes, and I look like an arse. Nothing works. The rice stays there. Even if I'd transcended my animal instincts and gone to get a tissue, no amount of blowing would have fixed it. Nothing works but sneezing, but my body hates me (a bit of fucking support and solidarity would be nice but ohhhhhhhhhhh no. Fucking thing. I'll slap it about a bit later, teach it who's boss) and won't sneeze. You don't, y'know. You don't sneeze when you have a grain of rice in your nose until your hands are swamped with snot and tattooists are offering to give you a free tattoo saying "Arse" somewhere discrete just so you don't forget the shame and embarrassment of looking like such an arse, and then not wanting to touch your food because someone made the connection between it and shit - y'know, what with you being an arse an' all, but with the shit going in the wrong way. And then you sneeze, and the grain of rice drops back into your throat all snotty and you have to swallow it. Yeah. I hate it when that happens.